I’ve found myself lately in a place of…well, question. Honestly, I feel like I’m on a sinking ship and that everything I say and do can be “topped” or is just dead wrong. It’s wearing me down. My spirit feels burnt out and I don’t feel like “me” anymore. I just don’t know where things got so far off the tracks.
My heart hurts. I didn’t know that loneliness could feel so heavy. I work. That’s it. That’s my life. I think what is missing the most is connection. I don’t really have any connection to anything or anyone.
I know there’s no easy fix. There’s no magic…although there are plenty of days when I wish I could click my heels and be taken back home. I just have to work it out.
So for now…I guess I’ll keep on workin’.
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